Inspiring...who me?

I was overwhelmed by the support everyone gave me over my first blog shared on facebook to my friends and family. 
I really haven't thought of myself as inspiring, like others that are part of my 30 plus crew, I have been feeling like a fraud because my last 12 weeks didn't eventuate into anything that I would consider as being significant.  I lost 4.7kg, and was up and down like a yoyo and felt like I had to hide my perceived failure...and thus went back to spasmodic secret binging, I even went as far as eating a whole packet of Memorables, very apt name really. 
But what is it that inspires us, I know myself that honesty has been key to showing me who I consider inspiration, there are many of the 30 plus crew that have bared all and helped me through this journey, and like me they might not realise how inspiring their journey has been for others, Kate Beck, Michaela Petersen, Maryan Bourke, Catherine Hawkins, Carol Mead, Cathy Sheargold, Greg Leitch just to name a few!
This round of 12WBT is about baring all, not sure I am ready to share the undie shots I have taken along the way yet, but I am confident that one day I will be able to share those as well.  So for now it is about baring how I feel about how challenging this process is for me, and that the effort of what I am doing is sometimes too much to handle and that I break down and want to thrown in the towel. 

Aileen, Andrew, Lucia, Rose, Melanie, Natasha, Kerry, Kim, Joan, Natalie, Nerida, Jennifer, Michaela and Mandy, I wanted to say thank you for posting comments against my first blog post.  It really has opened my eyes that maybe the journey I am on is inspirational and I hope that it really does help others to start their own journey.

Bring on our first run together Tash!  Rose I have started the Learn to Run program this round, so will be ready for the Mother's Day Classic next year.

Just something else I wanted to let everyone know, because if I put it here I will not be able to thrown in the towel!

I am doing the Upstream Foundation Charity walk on the 16th November, walk, easy you say, but did I mention it is for 50km!  Eeeeek, seriously Rachel what have you agreed to do!!!  I am really quite scared about it, but have committed to do it so will, I am part of a Team created at work, and will be starting to train to get my km's up over the next few months.  I need to raise $200 to enter, so I will let you know when you can help me out!

Evidence of half my journey so far